clay

It feels like i've been in my skin for too long
The pressure is overwhelming to simply stay strong
Wanting to be anyone other than myself just for a day
Wishing i could from a new body and bones out of clay
I'm tried of seeing out of my eyes
Getting bored of the feeling that's living inside
Seems like there's been so many "old me's" that have withered away and died
I just wanna meet the new version of me that I might actually like
I don't wanna go out anymore
Inside is the only place that feels like home
Feeling like i'm easy to ignore
Hard to know that talking less is more
I'm sure
One day i'll be everything that I want
Until the moment I see everything that i'm not
I'm tried of seeing out of my eyes
Getting bored of the feeling that's living inside
Seems like there's been so many "old me's" that have withered away and died
I just wanna meet the new version of me that I might actually like