I Don't Know How to Love Him

I don't know how to love him
What to do? How to move him?
I've been changed, yes, really changed
In these past few days when I've seen myself
I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man, he's just a man
And I've had so many men before
In very many ways, he's just one more

Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love?
Let my feelings out
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool
Running every show, he scares me so
I want him so, I love him so