Whatever Mattered

Living in the past
Has never worked for me.

Forgetting the past,
My presence feels so free.

Searching in my past,
Dying to find solace.

Whatever happened then,
I don't mind.

Whatever was said,
It doesn't matter.

Whatever mattered then,
I long forgot.

I'd like to say i didn't care.
I'd like to think it was all fair.

The waves are gliding over me,
Everything passing away.

Whatever mattered.