Mirror

The person that I'm looking at is pathetic
The person that I'm looking at doesn't get it
The person that I'm looking at is selfish and isn't grateful for the people that surround him
The person that I'm looking at is sad and broken
And just wants someone to hold him tight
But he had the thoughts again last night
Of him not seeing tomorrows light
Another day means another one of those vicious fights
I mean look at you, you're a sick son of a bitch with no future
No one liked and no one ever needs you
You are alone for a reason, why can't you get that through your thick skull?
Are you stupid? Just do it already
Take a gun to the head and end it all already
No one will miss you anyway
You're a stray with no way so why should you deserve this?
He takes a step back and pierces my eyes
The look of anger covers up his diguise
Of the person he thinks he is, the person he wants to be
Was the person that I turned out to be
A demon in the night who hides behind fake smiles
He's walked for miles trying to find himself but instead he found someone else
I'm looking in the mirror
And it couldn't be any clearer
That I'm my own worst enemy that will be the death of me
I'm looking in the mirror that I fear
I'm looking in the mirror
And it couldn't be any clearer
That I'm my own worst enemy that will be the death of me
I'm looking in the mirror that I fear

The person that I'm looking at is beautiful
The person that I'm looking has a strong future
The person that I'm looking at reminds himself that every day is worth living
The person that I'm looking at is feeling better
He knows that he could be doing better
He lives every day at his finest and his goal is to make his peers smile
Cause when his peers smile, that means that he smiles
He likes knowing that he gives others happiness
He knows multiple people that love him
And those people will do anything for him
Even in his tough times when he has to make cool rhymes
That will help him escape the pain he felt for a short time
He's overcoming his depression
ADHD, anxiety, dyslexia, he's got the whole package
He's playing this game to try to claim fame
From the music he desperately made
For a heart that he once claimed
He is happier now that the hard times are over
He's overcome those nights when his only company was suicidal thoughts
In progress, strength, self-belief, transcendence
He has that ink tattooed on him forever
A daily reminder of who he really is (fuck, shit's so stupid)
I'm looking in the mirror
And it couldn't be any clearer
My life is worth so much more than just bad thoughts trying to tell me otherwise
I'm now able to see right through the lies
I'm looking in the mirror that I no longer fear
I'm now able to see right through the lies
I'm looking in the mirror that I no longer fear