Butterflies

You must be fit, smart and productive
You must go to work and smile, happy
Don't eat that shit, don't drink that wine
You will be the perfect prototype
Even when you exceed, you will follow the plan
You will bleed like a rose and be cold like a gun
In my office everyone seems gentle and kind
When they insert the blade and let you die
Felling depressed waking up in the morning
The birds keep singing
And my heart is drowning
I listen to the third voice inside my head
Paranoia laying lonely in my bed

I found myself
Screaming in an empty room
I would rather be
Seeping in your arms
I found myself
Screaming in an empty room
I was eating bugs
Sucking up my soul

I am missing something, I am counting the Clouds
I run for fear, I am messing around
Pills down my thought, dark and deep like a Black hole
A sticky soul, a crawling worm
A dirty mirror covered in mould
Eclipse by the moon, the dark side of your eyes
I hope someone will hear me cry
Felling depressed waking up in the morning
The birds keep singing
And my heart is drowning
I listen to the third voice inside my head
Paranoia laying lonely in my bed

I found myself
Screaming in an empty room
I would rather be
Sleeping in your arms

I found myself
Screaming in an empty room
I was eating bugs
Sucking up my soul

I was try to reach out for you
I am drowning in your lies
Why are you inside my dreams?
I m throwing up butterflies

They're reading through my heart
Digging in, tearing me apart
A sticky soul, a crawling worm
A dirty mirror covered in mould
Eclipse by the moon, the dark side of your eyes
I hope someone will hear me cry

I found myself
Screaming in an empty room
I would rather be
Sleeping in your arms

I found myself
Screaming in an empty room
I was eating bugs
Sucking up my soul

I was try to reach out for you
I am drowning in your lies
Why are you inside my dreams?
I m throwing up butterflies