THEY!!!!!!!

How I see the world will never compare to your vision
I see a prison with endless freedom
I know how it sounds its twisting up the nerves in my brain
My anxiety walking with a cane after the new arrival
New guests didn't even get a cup of tea they're mad at me now
They made me wear glasses with shadows in the corners
They knocked on the walls at night, played skinwalkers
They took the colour out of my skin and put it all under my eyes
They played a game who's the first one to die
They set me up with the wrongest guys
They do a test every week
Are you still hungry?
Are you still weak?
They made me beat up the love of my life
They give me the prettiest, shiniest knife
They want to kick me out and live in me alone
They wanna poison the body to the bone
They make me hate all my family and friends
Speed it up I wanna see the end
How the fuck am I still hanging
Around and not from the ceiling crashing?
I tried, I tried
It didn't work you're pathetic for thinking
That you won't end up alone and drinking
Like your mother with family but still alone
Surrounded by people, in the wrong home