Temporary Feeling

But it's a temporary feeling
I don't deserve
To go on with out a reason
I know I know
You're thinking that you'll never get out

Its creepin in
Under my skin
And I can't deny it
The thoughts within
They always win
And it's hard to hide it
Why can't
I be okay
One day in my life
I've tried
To pray
For the day that I feel fine

I can give anyone a feeling
Might be temporary. Might be a healing
But I'm confused, I been dealing with the same problems that I do mention
I'm fulfilling, I'll keep killing
Every damn beat till they stop refilling
I've been building my fulfillment, give it back and hopefully helping millions
Aye I'm living my life, I'm living my life
I live in the moment, not ready to die
And with all of these issues they will try to fix you but you will deny
You are the only one that's in your way will you do what it takes to survive?