Sleep deprivation

[intro: 2ooDark]
Yeah

[verse 1: 2ooDark]
I'm dead like death my nigga
Can’t feel my chest or rest my nigga
Fuck
I really wanna think less my nigga
Wishing life was more painless my nigga
Fuck
Feel like my heart is cold
Feel like I should be bones
I feel like my soul is old my nigga
But this is the path I chose
Can't remember why I'm still pathing streets I roam

[bridge: 2ooDark]
They say “there’s no place like home”
But any place feels more like home than home
I think I need a new place to go
I think I need a new home
Think I need to find new bros
Maybe I should buy new clothes
Maybe I should end it all
Maybe I should throw my phone
Fuck

[verse 2: 2ooDark]
I can't think right
And honestly I can't sleep at night
No use in putting up a fucking fight
No point to life if we fucking die
They don't care if you fucking cry
They don't if I suicide
It don't affect them so really
They couldn't care for my fucking life

[verse 3: 2ooDark]
You only worth what you make
You only worth what they think
You only worth feeling hate
You only feel what they say
You only are what you think
They're clouding your mind so you sunk
Deeper into the pits of the fucking drink
Till you become pissed and you hate
And the cycle repeats every fucking day

[outro: unknown]
“Like I can feel myself regress back into a different mindset like being more depressed and it’s not you that makes me depressed it’s just I fully give into the feeling of hopelessness again I feel like after that convo we had till like 5 a.m for me wasn't the current me I don’t even know bro I want you in my circle but I can't keep you in it if I start changing back into the mindset that keeps me from improving how I want”