Vent 6 || I will do anything however heinous if it will come fill up the hole where my pain is

[intro: 2ooDark]
Manipulate, Amputate
Waste away
Such a mistake

[verse 1: 2ooDark]
I feel emotions of missing attention
Mistaken for remnants of missing affection
Try all you’d like but results are resentment
Used like some new shoes, I’m better off not mentioned
I say I love you and I really mean it
But then I mistreat you I feel like a demon
I lie and say that I’m not gonna leave and
I hope you feel comfort inside my new pretense

[verse 2: 2ooDark]
A cannibal eating away all my feelings
I’ll make you just like me so you might get eaten
I will do anything however heinous if it will come fill up the hole where my pain is
I’m selfish and useless and play like the victim
I’m horrid, unloyal my actions are sickness
My actions are sickness

[bridge: 2ooDark]
I wish I could change the way that I was
I wish I knew for sure this was love
I wish I could stay with you for the rest of your life
But chances are we won’t be talking by the end of tonight

[verse: 2ooDark]
God I’m a fuck up man why do I do this?
I could end it all now, this pipe in my right hand
I wanted to tell you that I’m truly sorry
I’m toxic and shitty I’ll blow my head off me
Put an end to my life so you’ll forgive me
Put the thought in a song so I keep kicking
I need some help I need me some therapy
I don’t feel safe to be honest I’m scared of me

[outro: 2ooDark]
To be honest I’m scared of me
To be honest I’m scared of me
To be honest I’m scared of me
I don’t feel safe to be honest I’m scared of me
To be honest I’m scared of me
To be honest I’m scared of me
To be honest I’m scared of me
To be honest I’m scared of me