Living

Am I really living
I gotta go get them benji's
I'm smoking on gas so my eyes feeling heavy
I hate when she petty
If there is a problem then why don't you tell me
Yea my support be so strong
But at times I feel like the whole world be against me
I do not care for your thoughts, yea they not worth a penny
They not worth a penny
I'm a particular nigga
Don't fuck with too many
I guess I'm not friendly
If you my dawg then ain't nothing in this world you couldn't tell me
I need a baddie walking round my crib with no clothes
All she got on is Fenty
I'm finna go I'm real ready
But why am I feeling so empty
But at the same time I'm feeling complete
I'm living good nigga look at my feets
And my family good so at least I can sleep
I got something to eat and I'm not spending cheap
So when I get bogged down I feel like I'm weak
But I'm not
The strong are the ones that don't stop
Quoyard everything you do they gon' flock
Quoyard they waiting on all of your drops
It's looking bullish the Aesthetic stock
I was dat nigga dat stepped out in Docs
I was was dat nigga dat switched up the swag
Then I got in my bag
This a Birkin, I locked it
Every track that I hop on
I'm feeling like Kodak Black when he dropped No Flockin
I murder
But do I deserve it
I gotta go put that work in
I'm tryna run up these racks til I can spend a hunnid a day, it won't hurt me
And no I'm not perfect
I wanted them racks so bad
I even started serving
Dawg fuck
Am I really living
I gotta go get them benji's
I'm smoking on gas so my eyes feeling heavy
I hate when she petty
If there is a problem then why don't you tell me
Yea my support be so strong
But at times I feel like the whole world be against me
I do not care for your thoughts, yea they not worth a penny
I'm going
I'm ready
I'm moving real steady
I walk in the store
Charge the drip to my debit
Too sick I need medic
That bih is a headache
Don't dwell on the past
I just know where I'm headed
Gon' go
Won't choke
Deliver these flows
I know any minute they give me the throne
I know any minute my wrist gon' be froze
She all on my John
Says she love all my songs
I pray every night, try to right all my wrongs
Sometimes I feel like one of them might try harm me
Not without a fight
Got stay strapped like a dyke
Guess this comes with this life cause these niggas is hungry
We dying to live when it come to the money
We dying to live when it come to the money
Am I really living
Am I really living
I cannot ignore this feeling
I think I need spiritual healing
Barely had fun in a minute
Cause I need the racks to bust out of the roof
Fuck the ceiling
Maybe I'm tripping
Maybe I'm tripping
Am I really living
I gotta go get them benji's
I'm smoking on gas so my eyes feeling heavy
I hate when she petty
If there is a problem then why don't you tell me
Yea my support be so strong
But at times I feel like the whole world be against me
I do not care for your thoughts, yea they not worth a penny