Too Far Gone

I take y’all being silent as a sign of respect,
I take my girl out for luncheon, waiter pass me the check,
Here front & center but you never know what’s next,
But I can give you a couple things to expect
For real,
Who says Im not a lyricist, y’all ain’t mention me yet,
“He don’t have the juice”, y’all just want to diminish my rep,
Not profound, unsound, yet i pour my heart in this game,
Pitstop to hell, but I’m vacationing so that I can further explain,
I’m talking pain, not a curse,
I laced my soul in this verse,
Feelings broke a long time ago, that shit is inert,
All life is, is an endless 9-5, until the day we die all about that money, digits & dimes for work,
Im good, no need for barettas, go in that store & get me a sweater,
Classy today, lace on the 13s & the leather,
I don’t want to blow up, I just want to have fun with this fantasy, looking back to laugh at those who ain’t give a damn bout me,
Like where’s my shot,
Where’s my f’ing second chance,
I didn’t even get the first, but I ain’t gone trip about it man,
Put on my shoes, but even then would you really understand?
Would you comprehend?
Or is it your mind that’s bad that needs to go on the mend?
Im a hand that keeps on giving,
Maybe that’s why I’m Forever-winning,
My mama & my girl happy, the perfect life is what I’m living,
Funny how I jumped off the block out of no where, yet my verses hit harder so I ended up taking your spot,
Took your f’ing shot,
Took your means to an end, does that happen a lot ?
Opened up my book, pen in hand so that I could further jot,
I’ll lay here & reflect on my cot,
My plaques hang on all walls but we can use yours as a hallway prop,
Too anticipated, “Q just drop,”
Until I stop, & then I notice my fame really begins, so I look to the heavens to ask father for a message, as a sign, he sends some wind,
Like Lord forgive me, for I have sinned,
I’m not the forgiving type,
Those who wrong me, are dead to me, I know you didn’t want that to apply life,
But it does,
To hell with what was,
I got love for my direct kin,
I don’t fuck with you cuz,
Whenever those snares drop, I get in the zone,
I’m too nice, maybe that’s why I’m so heartbreak prone,
I can’t help but feel so detached & alone,
I’m the dog who was never thrown a bone,
Guess that’s what happens when you’re too far gone,
Yeah