2 AM (Addict)

It's two am
And I been drinkin
And all I want is you right here next to me
So I can sleep
I been up all night with you on my mind
Pourin out my heart all over this damn page
Not sure what I can say
Hard as I try
I just can't find the right words to explain
The worst of things
My heart just breaks
You were right all along
I was tryna prove you wrong
But I just can't break my habits
I'm right back at it
I'm just an addict
The one behind the wheel but I still keep crashin
You know how it feel
Gotta stay distracted
Cuz this love shit always ends up so damn tragic
And I know that you've had it
If I keep it real can we please move past it
It's two am
And I been drinkin
And all I want is you right here next to me
Could you be my peace
It's two am
And I been drinkin
And all I want is you right here next to me
So I can sleep
I need you here
I been mixin clear with the dark and light and everything inbetween
I'm in too deep
Know I said some things
I ain't mean to scream
But you left me here alone to find some meanin
And I been fiendin
This shit is a sickness
You know that I miss it
I know it don't fix it but here in this instant
Baby I like pretendin
If I can't remember
Then I never did shit
When I'm on a bender
I'm scared I'm addicted
Swear this time is different
I'm killin my liver
But the liquor keep winnin
I know that you're finished
I've wasted my wishes
I dug my own grave
Now I gotta lay in it
It's two am
And I been drinkin
And all I want is you right here next to me
I could rest in peace
Oh and it's two am
And I been drinkin
And all I want is you right here next to me
So I can sleep