Lost in Emotion

I shouldn't be as mad as I am, I shouldn’t be as sad as I am
I should know better
After all this time
I feel kinda low
And the fact that everybody know don't make it no better
Make me wanna get high

Fuck a blunt match my energy
Let's play a game called stay out the penitentiary
Stick in the same draws I put the baby powder in
Leave that bag in the bank for 2 hours go take it out again
Yikes
Cuz I’ma country ass hog bro
Might just make it rain on myself
That's what we ball fo
You ain't text to say who you is, what the fuck you call fo
Tryna catch my drip but these kicks is not at the mall ho, ho
This is them passport vibes
Baby stunted on me when I asked for a ride
So no she can't fly, but Yes we can meet
I'ma put you on a greyhound see you in bout a week

Ya MAma still on Instagram thottin cuz her son don't know bitness
So you ain't makin paper you just popular
Keep ya family members out my live I be blockin em
I stopped doin stories it was only haters watchin em

Use to let em ride noooow look how I be droppin em
All of they excuses sound the same like a homonym
Lost in emotion but I'll never be great
Tryna rebuild bonds I didn’t break (you bitch you)

Lost in emotion where am i s’posed to go (don't know)
(You know you got me)
Lost in emotion, I’m feeling mighty low (oh Lord)
If you lose the queen you lose the game
This is chess not checkers (yeah yeah)
You stayed the same I grew and changed
Now you ain't on my level

I can't help how I feel cuz my heart broke
I never met somebody who was so determined to be on they own
Competing with your own team you'll never reach no goals
I’m mad at myself cuz I love ya
If we don't have respect in our family our business
Love ain't gonna be enough