SEASONAL DEPRESSION

[Verse 1]
Seasonal depression hasn't faded with the winter
Won’t leave my house today, I’m skippin' dinner
Maybe then my scars will fade, stomach might get thinner
Room, to the bed, to the sheets where I enter
Phone, nobody callin', I struggle just to make friends
Every day the same, does God think I’m insignificant?
Home, nobody want me, I struggle just to make my ends
Waking up at 6 A.M., skies lookin' so grey again
Ten days, me bye, not a tear left to cry
Shеlf on deep suicide, lurk and creep in the sky
I see peoplе, trendsetters, shoulders light as a feather
You just love talkin' to 'em, you should just get together
It’s just a reminder there is someone better
Stay alone, just me and the holes in my sweater
Silver lean, it’ll be just me forever
Adjustin' to the froze, cold people and weather

[Verse 2]
I pour a pint of lean for me, watch me rest in peace
Desecrated life, no steam, havin' fatal dreams
Cadan-seas, I decay in seas, breakin' everything
That was known to me, findin' solace in the melody
Jaw fall off my fuckin' skull, silver metal, it's turnin' dull
Whiteleanpurrp', never fold, rest in piss to Evrglo
Nose stuffy, it's blocked with snow, block reign fire 'til its cold
Never sold, I can't get no remorse with my pounds of gold
Wake me up, I'll never know, walk around with my eyes closed
Won't see truth that was foretold, just let Whitelean fucking go
Called for help but you said no, hella O's, I'm still froze
I got hella hoes, they just hurt, they don't fill that hole
I'm just getting murked, hella hurt, rain will wash the dirt
I'm gon let me burn, when it comes to me - no one concerned
Wrong way, every single turn leaves me gone
'Cause I'm drawn into the Earth, lock it up, God will let me learn