Just Nothing

I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I wonder if I'll ever stay the same
Will I ever leave this place
Or will I go on wasting days
Does it matter anyway?

Is there somebody listening to me?

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You don't know what it's like to feel
Something that just can't be real
You don't know what it's like to feel
To feel just nothing, just nothing

I wonder if I'll ever join the game
I wonder if I'll ever move myself
Will somebody know my name
And when I'm dead forget my face
Do I matter anyway?

Is there somebody listening to me?

[Chorus]

I don't know the reason
Say, can you tell me why?
I see season after season
And how they pass me by
I stopped looking for an answer
Cause I'm running out of time
So I try to hurt myself
Just to know that I'm alive
I don't see a reason
And I quit asking why
I watch season after season
How days turn into night
I keep waiting here for nothing
Cause I no longer mind
So I try to hurt myself
Just to know that I'm alive
(Know that I'm alive
Know that I'm alive
Know that I'm alive

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