​my life’s gone crazy

[Intro: Ace OG]
Yeah
You know I'm goin' through a lot right now, man
Got a lot of stuff I just wanna get off of my chest, man
This is dedicated to my family, to everyone I know, man
(Nonbruh)
(I am the king now!)
Yeah

[Chorus]
All these things I'm going through
All these thoughts in my mind I'm thinkin' about all the time
Man, I got so many issues, man, I just need my baby
Man, my life's gone crazy, man, my life's gone crazy, yeah
All these things I'm going through
All these thoughts in my mind I'm thinkin' about all the time
Man, I got so many issues, man, I just need my baby
Man, my life's gone crazy, man, my life's gone crazy, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Man, my life's gone crazy
Yeah, man, my life's gone crazy
Reminiscin' 'bout the times me and Pop Pop Joe done had
All these memories I'm thinkin' about makin' me so sad
I'm havin' trouble sleepin' these nights, I'm an insomniac
Barely makin' any money, I ain't even tryna act funny
I hope my grandpop Cosmo lives 'til a hunnid
It'd be heartbreakin' to see him go
I'm proud of my aunt Jessica and uncle Jerome
Shout out my cousins Aurora and Roman
It's so crazy that I'm super open
I'm never like this, I'm so fed up, so broken
This for y'all that say I don't live what I've spoken
I got more to say, just give me a moment
I was feelin' down and they ain't even notice
Got so much goin' on I can't even focus
Could've been like my four cousins and I barely know 'em
I got more to say, just give me a moment

[Chorus]
All these things I'm going through
All these thoughts in my mind I'm thinkin' about all the time
Man, I got so many issues, man, I just need my baby
Man, my life's gone crazy, man, my life's gone crazy, yeah

[Verse 2]
Ain't that religious, so I don't pray, I feel like I've been so betrayed
I couldn't control myself, dealing with TSS workers second to sixth grade
I talk to myself, I have autism, sometimes it's hard to communicate
I'm too young to be livin' this way, I'm too sad for my own age
Haters gon' talk that shit, they don't wanna hear someone sit down and rant
I just wanna share my problems, I live with a brother that's so fuckin' rotten
Goin' back to a time I was sobbin' at a funeral, I couldn't stop it
I wanna go back to Red Robin, but reminiscin' 'bout my dad, I can't
He was talkin' shit, he was all drunk
Makin' me look bad, where's the love?
Bawlin' my eyes out, I lost my mind
Embarrasin' me at a restaurant
I know that he tried to apologized
I love you, but what the fuck's wrong with you?
If you take this the wrong way, I'm not surprised
I'm just tryna give a message to you
I had to cut some people out of my life
They couldn't mature, they was actin' childish
So much negativity around, people tryna commit suicide
In this world you gotta stay alive
I'm tryna do somethin' to keep y'all from dyin'
So much potential these people be hidin' from us 'cause nowadays everyone shy

[Chorus]
All these things I'm going through
All these thoughts in my mind I'm thinkin' about all the time
Man, I got so many issues, man, I just need my baby
Man, my life's gone crazy, man, my life's gone crazy, yeah

[Verse 3]
I ain't speakin' innuendos, ain't even tryna get y'all woke
In the car smellin' cigarette smoke, Marlboro out the window
I'm writin' this shit like a memo, recordin' this shit like a demo
You can't see emotions through the audio
My heart so cold, I'm an Eskimo, yeah
Got people sayin' sometimes I'm too nice
Teachers be sayin' I'm fallin' behind
As I'm writin' this, I'm stuck in my house
Coronavirus got me losin' my mind
One of my friends always fightin' these demons
He almost took his life multiple times
I made a song called "Deep Thoughts"
My family thought I was gonna kill myself
Shout out to Becky, I'm sorry I dissed you
I wonder if some of my friends are dead
It's hard to believe that I'm not dead
I'm gettin' too ahead of myself, wait a sec'
Goin' through therapy, shit's so embarrasin'
All this schoolwork is makin' me stressed
I feel like I can never get a hold of my breathe
Y'all don't know me, my life is a mess
My brother so crazy, that's why I'm depressed
I don't know what I'm doin', that's why I'm depressed
I'll never find love, that's why I'm depressed
It's three in the morning, I need some rest
All of us dream of havin' big houses
Many of us dream of havin' Pateks
Checkin' my phone, mama sent twelve texts
Oh Lord, Oh Lord, what's next?
Life is so crazy, small fish in the ocean, I'm feelin' like Nemo
I done grew my hair out so much, people was thinkin' I was goin' emo
It's so crazy how open I am, I could write a motherfuckin' book
People think that I am just a joke, I'm just tellin' y'all to have a closer look
Yeah

[Interlude]
Thank you
No seriously, man, thank you
You know, I got respect for all of you that support me, man
I appreciate it
I love you guys and I'm just, I'm bein' for real about it, man
Never forget it

[Chorus]
All these things I'm going through
All these thoughts in my mind I'm thinkin' about all the time
Man, I got so many issues, man, I just need my baby
Man, my life's gone crazy, man, my life's gone crazy, yeah