Maniac

(ASTrapBeatz)
Sorry that I lost, myself in this mess
Sorry that I always put my life to the test
I just wanna be a normal kid and get some rest
Two dead friends, bitch you know I'm next
18 years, man that shit went super fast
I promised, that I'd leave it all up in the past
I was really hoping, this one could last
But fuck that shit, pour me another glass
Said she loved me, but then she did the dash
Had me feeling worthless, my life is starting to crash
Took, all of my emotions threw'em in the trash
Took a while, for me to see that it weren't a match
Heartbreak club, and you stabbed me
Take a bullet for you girl, I would gladly
When we was together, it made me happy
Dying for your love, cause I need it badly

I can't, take this damage, I need a bandage
Took my heart she a bandit, now I'm abandoned
Feel like a maniac, my soul, demons they aiming at
Feel like a manic, I'm going stupid, crazy, mad
I can't, take this damage, I need a bandage
Took my heart she a bandit, now I'm abandoned
Feel like a maniac, my soul, demons they aiming at
Feel like a manic, I'm going stupid, crazy, mad