Leaves

It feels like
I'm falling

It feels like
Memories, distant and sore

I need things this world can't give me
I've tried everything to stay (here)
I feel misplaced and no one can tell me why

The shadows of that world in her eyes fading
This place erases what I know (of home)

The veil that covers my brain
Makes it hard to see the damage
I cause to those close to me

It feels like my body hates me
My thoughts are trying to kill me

It feels like my body hates me
My thoughts are trying to kill me

It feels like my body hates me
(I can't control this feeling)
(I can't control this feeling)
My thoughts are trying to kill me
(I can't control this feeling)
(I can't control this feeling)

It feels like my body hates me
(I can't control this feeling) (It's just a nightmare)
(I can't control this feeling) (It's just your mind, dear)
My thoughts are trying to kill me
(I can't control this feeling) (It's just a nightmare)
(I can't control this feeling) (It's just your mind, dear)

But you sitting here beside me
Makes me feel such safety

And in my dreams
That place is all I need
A world of warmth and peace
Hold me down and make me bleed

It's just a nightmare
It's just your mind, dear

It's just a nightmare
It's just your mind, dear

It's just a nightmare
It's just your mind, dear

It's just a nightmare
It's just your mind, dear

Even though
Even though you don't exist
I wonder how you'd feel

We met when we were just children
The shadows of that world in your eyes