Kyoto

[Verse 1]
Never wanna seem like an asshole, but
Everyone been payin' me to do so
I didn't wanna take that path so I asked for a sign
And some cash, yo, man, who's life is it anyway?
I don't think I can, I don't think at all
I am at the brink, at the kitchen sink singing all these love songs
Gettin' on my knees, prayin' for some time
Just to spit a rhyme, I was only nine
But I knew what I did wrong
Shootin' the shit with myself and my mind
Yeah, it's just me all the time, I'm never crossing no lines
She said she's doin' weed? (cool)
Said he's doin' xans? (fine)
Wait a minute, who's doing coco? Man, get a life
I got so much strife, but you could never know
Or I think you can't? Do I let it show?
I got resting bitch face, don't come up to me
'Cause you don't wanna see what's buried deep inside of me
My father lost his job, that was August
If I'm honest, I've lost hope
My mother cryin' out, what's so different now?
I'm not sure, but she knows

[Chorus]
I wanna die in Kyoto
Sippin' rose 'til the sun drowns in the white sea
Yeah, my life been so-so
You don't know shit
Quit asking where the fuck I might be

[Verse 2]
I wanna die in Kyoto where I don't know nothin' of my past mistakes (real shit!)
I wanna die in Paris where I don't gotta think of why I'm still awake (real shit!)
I wanna die in Rome, gettin' dome all night 'til she fall asleep on my chest (real shit!)
I wanna die right now, man, I don't care where, make it quick so I get my rest (real shit!)
I fought my demons off, and my angels too
Tonight we take it slow like R.I.P. SCREW
He's a real G, but homie, who the fuck is you?
Man, who the fuck am I? Shit I thought you knew
Feelin' all groggy, straight soggy in the morn'
I don't know why I'm cryin', brother, monsters don't mourn
I'mma throw a fuckin' party while I'm layin' in the morgue
'Least I won't have to wonder why I was fuckin' born
My mama miscarriaged six times out of seven
And I never knew my brothers so I hope they had ascension
And I never knew my sisters so I hope they up in heaven
And I swear I'll be there soon because depression's my profession

[Chorus]
I wanna die in Kyoto
Sippin' rose 'til the sun drowns in the white sea
Yeah, my life been so-so
You don't know shit
Quit asking where the fuck I might be

[Verse 3]
Watching Nick @ Nite on my racecar bed
Shit, the screen too bright, man, what my uncle said?
"You're gonna rot your brain with that media"
But now he does the same, huh, pick a medium
This is tedious, devious, was it previous that I just wanted peace of mind? (I just wanted peace of mind!)
I'm the speediest genius, that Prometheus, man don't act like you not surprised (say it again)
I quit all my socials just to get ahead
That's when I realized what was in my head
Man, I'm all I need! Call me Ranger
Man, all you little pussies becomin' endangered
I wanna die in Kyoto, that's all I said
Just don't say shit now that I'm dead