SKINNYFAT

What does the mirror say
Changing you in a day
Opinions never stay
It is laughing right in your face
Who is this anyways
Looking like many plates
I'm put in a heavy state
And don't listen to what you say
Im skinny fat
but I'm leaning to the latter
Who would say that? Too focused on the matter
The longer I stare I just end up get sadder
Esteem beware, your feelings in a bandage
In a cage in a state of myself to entertain
Ain't afraid of the grace but it all just feels the same
And there's pain when I gaze at my face
Weight is gained but it's only in my brain
Nothing real is in my lane
But it's all good, let me get a whole pounder
Comfortably living, yeah, make my bowl prouder
What id do to reach new lengths and fill my chest
Thinking about the mirror when I should be getting rest
I'm consciously eating and I'm purposely bleeding
From the way things are, yeah I think I should be leaving
Judging my weight based on altered images
Why waste the shit? might as well finish it
I'm going back for seconds, a present for the lessons
I'm destined for a measurement that makes me feel evident
Yeah I sometimes see things as a pessimist unless it's relevant
I'm aiming for the better shit
Keeping it close until I want it later
Never the paper leading to a stance that's greater
I'm consoling with my maker while I'm making
Thinking of the scales in the morning while I'm waking