Aer

Let's ring in the new year
Get rid of our fear
Like a single mistake
That we cannot replace
Just had a discussion with the voice in my head
He said I am dead
Looks like he is me
And I guess he's hear to stay
I can feel decay
Build up in my brain
Taking over this place
Am I him
Or is he me
It's not like it matters
I've still got no manners
I took this beat out for dinner
When I finished, I screwed her
I wish I could see your red face when I talk about anything left on the plate
Sorry it's sealed my fate
Open the gates to heaven
Several more that are coming your way
And I know that there is a lot of dead weight
So I hope that I do not have to wait
I hope that I do not have to wait
I hope that I do not have to wait
Like you waited for the punchline of the joke
Well that's too bad cuz I'm blowing smoke
It's just getting dope
I know I said dope and smoke
Back to back
But you know what I meant
It's finally spent
Get this demon away from me
It's time to get rid of me
The new year has brought a new me, but literally
You will now see a different side of me
A friend of mine, and he'll cross the line
But get in line
I cannot control it
He's got a mind of his own
I'm proud to call him my own

It's finally time to admit what's inside
And I'm not gonna hide it
I'm not gonna guide it
I will just follow the spirit behind it
I will not deny
It's time to embrace what's in front of my face
A full frontal massage
From my clever facade like a mask that I wear
When I start to get scared
I am the fear of the AeR
And I hope you're prepared
Without me you'll suffocate
Drop to the floor
Your lungs will distort, won't hear your retort
I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere
I'm inside you
I'm behind you
No longer will I be paralyzed
Look with your pair of eyes
There's a mirror, but no one inside
You ever try to look at the air
My fear is precarious
No one can tell me to face what's inside of me
Your thoughts are hilarious
Living vicariously through me
Every time that you breathe
I know what I'm made of
Magnesium, hydrogen, oxygen, nitrogen, helium, barium, radon and lead
Sike I misread
I'm AeR not air
But what difference does it make when I'm inside you
Like a brain tumor inside your head
Not being sexual
I'm not expendable
I'm irreplaceable
My dinner plate is full
Full of a few lines to blow your minds with unexpected rhymes
Like the time I entered my prime
Developed a style and sound
Like a military compound
But I'm complex
Man that's a weird flex
I'm insulted by how many days I've lived with the tray of masterminded dreams
I'll take the gold
It's mine to hold
So don't mind the fold that I make in the sky
The air is thinning
Your world is spinning
Round and round
Come crashing down
Lord and savior where are you now
I'm tired of being in second place
When I am crucified for all of your feeble mistakes
And I'm not saying that this is a bunny race
But I'll give you a clue
A general rule of thumb
Three weeks with no food
Three days with no water
Remind me one time
How long without AeR