grateful

it was june 2018
i was just glad to see you again
we got drunk listening to all these songs
for the time i felt understood

i had no idea just how you'd change my world
by the end of the month we had fallen in love
3 years later and I'm living in our home
and you're not here anymore

gotta say that i'm grateful
this is something i could wait for
but if i wait too long i could lose myself
living all alone
maybe i should move my home?
throw the pictures away but I'd lying
because I'm grateful

I don't want to be angry at you
but sometimes the things you do or don't do
drive me insane
living in my brain
where it always rains
always dark clouds
negative thoughts seem to stick around

gotta say that i'm grateful
this is something i could wait for
but if i wait too long i could lose myself
living all alone
maybe i should move my home?
throw the pictures away but I'd lying
because I'm grateful

gotta say that i'm grateful
this is something i could wait for
i could throw the pictures away but i'd be lying

gotta say that i'm grateful
this is something i could wait for
but if i wait too long i could lose myself
living all alone
maybe i should move my home?
throw the pictures away but I'd lying
because I'm grateful

I'm grateful but i'm feeling down
'cause obviously you're not around
I sometimes drive about our town
just to drown myself in sound
all the ones we found
put my feet back on the ground
i'd be lying if said i threw the photos out