how to be alive

can't say i'm alone now
i don't feel like enough though
not constantly breaking down
just freaking out about different things

and it's my fault i said that i'm okay
same old shit on a different day
how are you? i'm not too bad
but i left out the part where i'm still sad

something in the air is bringing me down
it's just the way i woke up with no one around
and i'm trying not to drink but some days it's hard
some days it's hard

and it's my fault, i thought that i was okay
some things improved
some stayed the same
how are you? i'm sleeping much better
slowly forgetting of my unsent letter

don't speak to me about how to be alive
don't speak to me about how to be alive
don't speak to me about how to be alive
don't speak to me about how to be alive

don't speak to me about how to be alive
don't speak to me about how to be alive