The Write Way

I think I need help dealing with myself
I suck at confrontation
And my notebook deals with more of my shit than my friend do but
What does that say about me?
I don't really know
Fuck your feelings though

I write so i don't feel a way
Writing my feelings away
You right, i need to get away
Light too bright i look away
It's shining on a better way
Foreshadowing the better days
I'm high i know it ain't the haze
This ain't a faze, that ain't a gaze
You looking like you feel a way
Shoot your shot the other way
Love is a game and ima play
Love is a dragon, ima slay
Beauty, beast i go both ways
Stack my cards right, ima play
It's a full house so lets par-tay
VIP we can't parlay

Im a few handfuls, needs three arms
I'm the kind of girl take up your time
Type to meditate, realign
Crystals charged, keep me divine
I'm aligned, i'm alive
I'm the light and reason why
Manifestation of a God
Come to life another time

You can't sit with me
It's cold here, you gon' freeze
I'm insane, please don't save me
Don't need help, I need luck, baby
So I smoke, as a way to cope
Searching for the answers
Been inside me all along

Handed my heart out, got it fucked up
Plank my best friend, boarded it up
One woman the whole orchestra
I heard the beat and tore it up
I smoke a lot of dope
One of many ways to cope
Main reason why I'm broke
Rather smile than mope
Frequency, your aura gross
Keep your distance, don't get close

He asked for my digits so we'd talk a little more
I said "nah, I don't need more people to ignore"
Saw it in his face, Old boy got a little sore
Ima say it one time, and don't ask the shit no more

You can't sit with me
It's cold here, you gon' freeze
I'm insane, you don't save me
Don't need help, I need luck, baby
So I smoke, as a way to cope
Searching for the answers
Been inside me all along

I don't have a heart, so don't ask
I use the space to hold my drugs and some day hold my flask
Never called myself a druggy
Lately God been moving funny
I'm insane, please don't save me
Don't need help, i need love baby!

So i smoke as a way to cope