Reflect

I’ll hear them knock, I won’t let them in
(Them in)
They’ll take their time and I’ll take my sins
(My sins)
They’ll scream and shout
They’ll be real loud
(Real loud)
But I’ll just stick with the daily quite pout
I’ll embrace my doubt
Take my hand, and fly
Run away from your mind
They’ll shout my name, they’ll shout my pride
(My pride)
They’ll come up and run away with my time
(My time)
They’ll fight to stay, I’ll fight to hide
But don’t expect me to quit
I’ll take what’s mine
(What’s mine)
Take my hand, and fly
Run away from your mind
I don’t really understand how people think
They’re thinking is worth bringing to the breathing meeting
Understand the feeding is feeding
I know I’m something worth needing of the seemingly impossible task of living life
Full of happiness and joy
In spite of seeing me die
I’m lying to let me cry
I feel like buying more time for the chance I’ll never take to get away from the time
My life is a crime
I’ll never be like anyone who told me things I couldn’t do
If you understand the words that are coming out your mouth
You’ll understand why I indulge in the presence of my doubt
I feel like allowing myself to cry on my own shoulders ‘cause that’s all I left myself
I see everyone wish they didn’t hate themselves
I understand where everyone is coming from
But you need to understand that you’re not the only one
I feel like I’m the only I’m the only one
Holding the gun
The gun that I will fire at myself to know
There is no reason to wish that I was someone else