Strangely

Always thought
I was weaker at my core
And when I fell
Well I'd do anything to fall
But now I know
That in life you get to choose
And up until now
I've always chosen to lose
And strangely
I don't feel the same about you lately
Take me back to where it all went wrong
When I wasn't trying to move on
And I
Don't think you'll ever fully disappear
But maybe what's been driving me is fear
That I can't make it on my own
I don't think
What was written in my past
Should dictate
How I treat myself
How I act
It's not your fault
It's like my heart was running loose
And even now
I'd still do anything for you
And strangely
I don't feel the same about you lately
I've been thinking I'll meet someone else
Or maybe I'll be happy in myself
And soon
You'll be a happy memory for me
A memory of what could never be
I'm better on my own