First and Last

Black clouds surround me when you're not around
Wanting so bad just to be with you right now
Should've known this was to good to be true
Would've given anything just to be with you

Night after night i ly and wonder why as i stare at the ceiling
Try and I Try but i cant deny i wont get rid of this feeling
i can not believe that you would throw everything away after all that we been thru

This pain inside i cant describe
but when you are with me it all goes away
Close my eyes and see your face
but its not the same

What did i do that was so fucking wrong
cant except the fact that your gone
everything seems so fucking hard
constantly depressed and my mind is scarred
still wish it was you and me
but i guess true love is only found in dreams
was abandoned in my time of need

Since you left i've been feeling so cold
and im forced to face this hell alone
blank stares and im wishing you're there
cause the love you gave me no one can compare

In a world so dark,you were my only
light as i promise you this
i wont never forget your face

This pain inside i cant describe
but when you are with me it all goes away
Close my eyes and see your face
but its not the same

Bring my mind back some peace
and your the reason i cant sleep
all's left now is memories
feel so weak fall to my knees
i still long for my release
my insides became deceased
always be a part of my past
you'll always be my first and last