Not So Easy

[Intro]
Tryna live life but it's not so easy
Tryna make things right but it’s not so easy
Tryna live life but it's not so easy
Yeah, it's not so easy

[Verse]
Tryna live life but it’s not so easy
Every time I do something wrong it breaks me
Every time I do something I think is amazing
My other self tells me, “I think you're crazy”
Tryna prove them wrong, do it on the daily
Everybody got issues, I just wanna fix them
Nobody talks to me, even when I need help
Tryna do my best but I've been hating myself
When I die, don't worry about me
I'm doing fine, just wait and you'll see
It all takes time, babe, I think I'm healing
Aren't you at least happy for me?
I’m just kidding, I know you hate me
That’s why you try hard to replace me
I'm a nice guy, that’s why it's easy to break me
All this time, you've been lying to me
Tell me the truth, girl, I can take it
But don't play with me, I’m sick of the bullshit
Countless times, I cared for you and it's crazy
Was tryna live life but it's not so easy

[Bridge]
Tryna live life but it's not so easy
Tryna make things right but it's not so easy
Tryna live life but it's not so easy
Yeah, it's not so easy

[Verse]
Tryna live life but it's not so easy
Every time I do something wrong it breaks me
Every time I do something I think is amazing
My other self tells me, “I think you're crazy”
Tryna prove them wrong, do it on the daily
Everybody got issues, I just wanna fix them
Nobody talks to me, even when I need help
Tryna do my best but I've been hating myself
When I die, don't worry about me
I'm doing fine, just wait and you'll see
It all takes time, babe, I think I'm healing
Aren't you at least happy for me?
I'm just kidding, I know you hate me
That's why you try hard to replace me
I'm a nice guy, that's why it's easy to break me
All this time, you've been lying to me
Tell me the truth, girl, I can take it
But don't play with me, I'm sick of the bullshit
Countless times, I cared for you and it's crazy
Was tryna live life but it's not so easy