Misery Fantasy

She could've had the chance
To bring it all back
The things she loved and had
She wished they would have last

Screaming, screaming
All the thoughts I want to voice
Crying, crying
Is it sweet or is it noise?

Wanting, wanting
Everything I ever dreamed
Can't pretend, In the end
A broken doll is all I am

Screaming, screaming
All the thoughts I want to voice
Crying, crying
Is it sweet or is it noise?

Wanting, wanting
Everything I ever dreamed
Can't pretend, In the end
A broken doll is all I am

How many times have I looked back
Regretting things in the dark past
The inner voice keeps on haunting me
Will it leave me be? Is it part of me?

I'm hoping that tomorrow, I wouldn't be the same
To no surprise, I still feel my mind in disarray
Here I am thinking if this is how I'm meant to be
All this misery feels like ecstasy

The memories I held dear, they've become hazy
All of the faces I knew, where are they lately?
Can't help but feel like I'm losing all my sanity
Living endlessly in this

Misery Fantasy
Endlessly
Come with me
Misery Fantasy

She wonders if she is really alive
Or if her soul & ego died long ago
Leaving an empty shell
Of her former self

For eons she pondered
What has led her to such an unfortunate fate
This face, this body
She's grown to hate

But it is all she has left
In this cold, bleak, world

Falling down, falling down
Broken pieces on the ground
Bleeding here, bleeding there
All these pieces I hold dear

Painfully, painfully
Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
Gratefully, hopefully,
This is what I really need

Falling down, falling down
Broken pieces on the ground
Bleeding here, bleeding there
All these pieces I hold dear

Painfully, painfully
Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
Gratefully, hopefully,
This is what I really need

Picking up
My shattered pieces
No longer can I deny they're
A part of me

This emptiness makes it hard to breathe
I can't live in misery
I don't want to feel this way, please
Oh please, oh let me free

Please let me be
Please let me be free