Decoy

[Verse 1]
I been feeling stressed, unprotected
My mind feels clustered, way too hectic
I wanna take a break, but I can’t, 'cause everything surrounding me’s live
I been feeling tight, nothing's right now
Wanna live in the past, not right now
I wanna take a break but I can’t, 'cause taking a break is to die

[Pre-Chorus]
Kid Cudi, man, I wanna keep moving forward
But I feel so bored, not reborn
One of my parents' friends just died and I can’t stop staring at my phone
At the funeral, I’m stuck in a cubicle
I feel so ashamed, maybe I do this to myself at this point
I wanna change, I wanna change

[Chorus]
Decoy decay, they’re the same thing
We both know that I’ve been feeling weak
You try to help me, it’s so boring
I know it’s my fault, I just ignore it
Decoy decay, they’re the same thing
One is to write, one is to sing
I don’t feel like myself when I'm writing
I always make my life seem way more exciting
I can’t tell if you treat me right
But I don’t care, I don’t care
This is about me, this ain’t about you
The barriers I make can’t stop going around you, now