I'm Leaving

See, I've been sittin' in this room for some days
Wonderin' why you treat me this way
My friends are tellin' me I should go
But something's tellin' me I should stay
I know I don't deserve none of this
Sick of wipin' tears from my eyes
Sick of this emotional shit
But then I realize

That you bring me joy, but even more pain
(More pain, more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you
I lose more than I gain
And boy, with and without you
I swear I'm goin' insane
There has to be something
That is wrong with my brain
It keeps sayin'

Do you even understand the things that you say to me?
Do you have a clue how it hurts?
And when I think that I'm gonna leave
You turn around and try to make it work
I can't keep lettin' you pick me up
And let you bring me back to the ground
I gotta rub some dirt on these bruises
And face this final round

'Cause you bring me joy, but even more pain
(More pain, more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you
I lose more than I gain
And boy, with and without you
I swear I'm goin' insane
There has to be something
That is wrong with my brain
It keeps sayin'

It's sayin', that I don't need you
But I know I don't need you
All I wanna do is please you
But I don't wanna bleed too
And I know that you care
But you don't ever act like you care
So I love you, goodbye
And now it's time I search elsewhere
My heart is sayin' that I don't need you
But I know I don't need you
All I wanna do is please you
But I don't wanna bleed too
And I know that you care
But you don't ever act like you care
So I love you, goodbye
And now it's time to search elsewhere

'Cause you bring me joy, but even more pain
(More pain, more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you
I lose more than I gain
And boy, with and without you
I swear I'm goin' insane
There has to be something
That is wrong with my brain

Well, not no more 'cause I'm leavin'