Full Life Consequences

Saw my body bounce against the rocks
Symmetrical images back to infinity
I'm a natural occurrence in the singing world, but
Nothin bout that pays for my meals
Got too many friends to try and look after
Too many Bach records covered in piss
I'm not the biggest fan of blunt trauma to the head, but
I know when something's real

There's a glitter rock act claiming to let you see
Real live homosexuals up on the stage
I'd pay my five cents to take a peek, but
They wouldn't even let me in the tent
There's a lone gunman coming in from out of state
Been in secret chats with the ATF
Filling him with all kinds of dirty thoughts
Shooting him up with crystal meth

Met the love of my life on the Khyber Pass
Both reached for the same gold plated AK
Just someone who yearns for me
The way some lament what they're not allowed to say
I've had nothin to eat today except
Tommy Wright CD and Les Chants de Maldoror
Left duck soup playin on the living room TV
Lay prostrate squirming on the floor

Been reduced to awareness of my processes
Feel my stomach pushing hard against my spleen
Feel the inside rub against the outside, and
Finally understand what my words mean
All my girls just die too young
This kinda living don't let you go too long
If I had any kind of self aggrandizement left, well
I'd say I know the difference between right and wrong

When I try to think of how I used to look
Try to remember how I used to be
All I recall is a glowing white mist
Can't recognize a single picture of me
My transient state's a real kinda drag and
Assumed personalities really got me down
My life's become a system of reconciliation
Dysmorphic fugue got me wearin a frown