Homesick Ballad

If it's okay, if I talk for a second
I haven't been myself for years, that sounds depressing
I don't know what road to go and that is just concerning
The world I knew ended when I couldn't
Many Years go by
I cannot control it
I cannot afford to forget the sound of those voices
All for you I do it for,
Even if my world ended when-
Shooting starts became a myth
All the songs we used to sing
Now became locked memories
And you're not here
All those moment that we shared
I hope growing up doesn't make you forget
That all my love is still there
From when my world was still there
Many memories, I feel like an imposter
I hope the way I speak is not too foreign to your accent
You have been able to call home the place that I can never and
that's when I knew my world-
Shooting starts became a myth
All the songs we used to sing
Now became locked memories
And you're not here
All those moment that we shared
I hope growing up doesn't make you forget
That all my love is still there
From when my world was still there
(I carry your love, I carry your love with me
Like a necklace when it's staining me
All the scars that are forever with me)