if you only knew
Adam Yaron, Alexander Stewart, Rollo
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god, I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
If you only knew
I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help
I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Take me out of this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me out of this hell
Oh, I'm not myself
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Oh, if you only knew
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
J'essaie tellement fort de survivre
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
Parfois je pense que je veux mourir
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god, I'm so lucky to live my life
Je me sens tellement coupable parce que Dieu, j'ai tellement de chance de vivre ma vie
So I keep all the pain to myself
Alors je garde toute la douleur pour moi
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Je perds la foi mais personne ne peut le dire
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
Maman, je ne veux pas que tu t'inquiètes parce que ça me ferait mal
So I pretend I'm fine
Alors je fais semblant d'aller bien
If you only knew
Si seulement tu savais
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Ce que mon esprit me dit de faire
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que je suis ivre et tout seul dans ma chambre ce soir
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Je suis trop triste pour pleurer, c'est vrai, oh
If you only knew
Si seulement tu savais
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Toute la merde que mon cerveau me fait subir
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Tu viendrais courir directement dans ma chambre ce soir
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Je suis désolé, mais j'ai besoin de toi, oh
If you only knew
Si seulement tu savais
I wish I was somebody else
Je souhaite être quelqu'un d'autre
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Je suis constamment submergé
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
Maintenant je retombe en me saoulant avec des amis
It's a silent cry for help
C'est un cri silencieux pour de l'aide
I wanna get better, I want you to know
Je veux aller mieux, je veux que tu saches
That I can't do this on my own
Que je ne peux pas faire ça tout seul
If you only knew
Si seulement tu savais
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Ce que mon esprit me dit de faire
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que je suis ivre et tout seul dans ma chambre ce soir
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Je suis trop triste pour pleurer, c'est vrai, oh
If you only knew
Si seulement tu savais
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Toute la merde que mon cerveau me fait subir
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Tu viendrais courir directement dans ma chambre ce soir
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Je suis désolé, mais j'ai besoin de toi, oh
Take me out of this hell
Sors-moi de cet enfer
Oh, somebody help
Oh, quelqu'un aide-moi
Take me out of this hell
Sors-moi de cet enfer
Oh, I'm not myself
Oh, je ne suis pas moi-même
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
Je veux te dire ce que mon esprit me dit de faire
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que je suis ivre et tout seul dans ma chambre ce soir
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Je suis trop triste pour pleurer mais je veux
Oh, if you only knew
Oh, si seulement tu savais
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Tenho tentado tão duro sobreviver
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
Às vezes eu penso que quero morrer
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god, I'm so lucky to live my life
Me sinto tão malditamente culpado porque Deus, eu sou tão sortudo por viver minha vida
So I keep all the pain to myself
Então eu guardo toda a dor para mim
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Perdendo a fé, mas ninguém pode dizer
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
Mãe, eu não quero que você se preocupe porque isso só me machucaria
So I pretend I'm fine
Então eu finjo que estou bem
If you only knew
Se você apenas soubesse
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
O que minha mente está me dizendo que eu deveria fazer
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que estou bêbado e sozinho no meu quarto aqui esta noite
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Estou triste demais para chorar, é verdade, oh
If you only knew
Se você apenas soubesse
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Toda a merda que meu cérebro está me fazendo passar
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Você viria correndo direto para o meu quarto aqui esta noite
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Desculpe, mas eu preciso de você, oh
If you only knew
Se você apenas soubesse
I wish I was somebody else
Eu queria ser outra pessoa
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Estou constantemente sobrecarregado
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
Agora estou caindo novamente, ficando bêbado com alguns amigos
It's a silent cry for help
É um grito silencioso por ajuda
I wanna get better, I want you to know
Eu quero melhorar, quero que você saiba
That I can't do this on my own
Que eu não posso fazer isso sozinho
If you only knew
Se você apenas soubesse
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
O que minha mente está me dizendo que eu deveria fazer
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que estou bêbado e sozinho no meu quarto aqui esta noite
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Estou triste demais para chorar, é verdade, oh
If you only knew
Se você apenas soubesse
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Toda a merda que meu cérebro está me fazendo passar
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Você viria correndo direto para o meu quarto aqui esta noite
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Desculpe, mas eu preciso de você, oh
Take me out of this hell
Tire-me deste inferno
Oh, somebody help
Oh, alguém me ajude
Take me out of this hell
Tire-me deste inferno
Oh, I'm not myself
Oh, eu não sou eu mesmo
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
Eu quero te dizer o que minha mente está me dizendo que eu deveria fazer
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que estou bêbado e sozinho no meu quarto aqui esta noite
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Estou triste demais para chorar, mas eu quero
Oh, if you only knew
Oh, se você apenas soubesse
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
He estado intentando tan duro sobrevivir
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
A veces pienso que quiero morir
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god, I'm so lucky to live my life
Me siento tan jodidamente culpable porque dios, soy tan afortunado de vivir mi vida
So I keep all the pain to myself
Así que guardo todo el dolor para mí
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Perdiendo la fe pero nadie puede decirlo
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
Mamá, no quiero que te preocupes porque eso solo me lastimaría
So I pretend I'm fine
Así que finjo que estoy bien
If you only knew
Si solo supieras
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Lo que mi mente me está diciendo que debería hacer
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que estoy borracho y solo en mi habitación aquí esta noche
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Estoy demasiado triste para llorar, es cierto, oh
If you only knew
Si solo supieras
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Toda la mierda que mi cerebro me está haciendo pasar
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Vendrías corriendo directamente a mi habitación aquí esta noche
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Lo siento, pero te necesito, oh
If you only knew
Si solo supieras
I wish I was somebody else
Desearía ser alguien más
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Estoy constantemente abrumado
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
Ahora estoy cayendo de nuevo, emborrachándome con algunos amigos
It's a silent cry for help
Es un grito silencioso de ayuda
I wanna get better, I want you to know
Quiero mejorar, quiero que sepas
That I can't do this on my own
Que no puedo hacer esto solo
If you only knew
Si solo supieras
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Lo que mi mente me está diciendo que debería hacer
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que estoy borracho y solo en mi habitación aquí esta noche
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Estoy demasiado triste para llorar, es cierto, oh
If you only knew
Si solo supieras
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Toda la mierda que mi cerebro me está haciendo pasar
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Vendrías corriendo directamente a mi habitación aquí esta noche
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Lo siento, pero te necesito, oh
Take me out of this hell
Sácame de este infierno
Oh, somebody help
Oh, alguien ayúdame
Take me out of this hell
Sácame de este infierno
Oh, I'm not myself
Oh, no soy yo mismo
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
Quiero decirte lo que mi mente me está diciendo que debería hacer
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Que estoy borracho y solo en mi habitación aquí esta noche
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Estoy demasiado triste para llorar pero quiero
Oh, if you only knew
Oh, si solo supieras
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Ich habe so hart versucht zu überleben
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
Manchmal denke ich, dass ich sterben will
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god, I'm so lucky to live my life
Ich fühle mich so verdammt schuldig, denn Gott, ich habe so viel Glück, mein Leben zu leben
So I keep all the pain to myself
Also behalte ich all den Schmerz für mich
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Ich verliere den Glauben, aber niemand kann es sehen
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
Mama, ich will nicht, dass du dir Sorgen machst, denn das würde mich nur verletzen
So I pretend I'm fine
Also tue ich so, als wäre ich in Ordnung
If you only knew
Wenn du nur wüsstest
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Was mein Verstand mir sagt, dass ich tun sollte
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Dass ich betrunken und ganz allein in meinem Zimmer hier heute Nacht bin
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Ich bin zu traurig zum Weinen, es ist wahr, oh
If you only knew
Wenn du nur wüsstest
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
All den Mist, den mein Gehirn mir antut
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Du würdest direkt zu meinem Zimmer hier heute Nacht rennen
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Es tut mir leid, aber ich brauche dich, oh
If you only knew
Wenn du nur wüsstest
I wish I was somebody else
Ich wünschte, ich wäre jemand anderes
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Ich bin ständig überfordert
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
Jetzt falle ich wieder, betrunken mit einigen Freunden
It's a silent cry for help
Es ist ein stummer Hilferuf
I wanna get better, I want you to know
Ich will besser werden, ich will, dass du es weißt
That I can't do this on my own
Dass ich das nicht alleine schaffen kann
If you only knew
Wenn du nur wüsstest
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Was mein Verstand mir sagt, dass ich tun sollte
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Dass ich betrunken und ganz allein in meinem Zimmer hier heute Nacht bin
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Ich bin zu traurig zum Weinen, es ist wahr, oh
If you only knew
Wenn du nur wüsstest
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
All den Mist, den mein Gehirn mir antut
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Du würdest direkt zu meinem Zimmer hier heute Nacht rennen
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Es tut mir leid, aber ich brauche dich, oh
Take me out of this hell
Hol mich aus dieser Hölle
Oh, somebody help
Oh, jemand hilf mir
Take me out of this hell
Hol mich aus dieser Hölle
Oh, I'm not myself
Oh, ich bin nicht ich selbst
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
Ich möchte dir sagen, was mein Verstand mir sagt, dass ich tun sollte
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Dass ich betrunken und ganz allein in meinem Zimmer hier heute Nacht bin
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Ich bin zu traurig zum Weinen, aber ich möchte
Oh, if you only knew
Oh, wenn du nur wüsstest
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Ho cercato così duramente di sopravvivere
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
A volte penso che voglio morire
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god, I'm so lucky to live my life
Mi sento così maledettamente in colpa perché dio, sono così fortunato a vivere la mia vita
So I keep all the pain to myself
Quindi tengo tutto il dolore per me
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Perdendo la fede ma nessuno può dirlo
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
Mamma, non voglio che tu ti preoccupi perché mi farebbe solo male
So I pretend I'm fine
Quindi fingo di stare bene
If you only knew
Se solo tu sapessi
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Cosa mi sta dicendo la mia mente di fare
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Che sono ubriaco e tutto solo nella mia stanza stasera
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Sono troppo triste per piangere, è vero, oh
If you only knew
Se solo tu sapessi
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Tutta la merda che il mio cervello mi sta facendo passare
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Vorresti correre dritto nella mia stanza stasera
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Mi dispiace, ma ho bisogno di te, oh
If you only knew
Se solo tu sapessi
I wish I was somebody else
Vorrei essere qualcun altro
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Sono costantemente sopraffatto
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
Ora sto cadendo di nuovo ubriaco con alcuni amici
It's a silent cry for help
È un grido silenzioso di aiuto
I wanna get better, I want you to know
Voglio migliorare, voglio che tu sappia
That I can't do this on my own
Che non posso farlo da solo
If you only knew
Se solo tu sapessi
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
Cosa mi sta dicendo la mia mente di fare
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Che sono ubriaco e tutto solo nella mia stanza stasera
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
Sono troppo triste per piangere, è vero, oh
If you only knew
Se solo tu sapessi
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
Tutta la merda che il mio cervello mi sta facendo passare
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
Vorresti correre dritto nella mia stanza stasera
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Mi dispiace, ma ho bisogno di te, oh
Take me out of this hell
Portami fuori da questo inferno
Oh, somebody help
Oh, qualcuno aiutami
Take me out of this hell
Portami fuori da questo inferno
Oh, I'm not myself
Oh, non sono me stesso
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
Voglio dirti cosa mi sta dicendo la mia mente di fare
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
Che sono ubriaco e tutto solo nella mia stanza stasera
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Sono troppo triste per piangere ma voglio
Oh, if you only knew
Oh, se solo tu sapessi