still love u

What do I do with the memories you left?
Did you thought this through when you let me lay my head on your chest?
Do you even know the things you say?
I've been loyal to you without having to
And after all this time I expected something
Different from you
Do you even know the things you made me do?
What do you want from me?
Should I stay or should I leave?
If you don't want me
Why you acted like you did?
Tell me if I'm wrong
That I've waited for so long
For someone who just wants to be alone
Am I here just to keep you entertained?
Are you even proud of me? Cause I really believed
When you told me you'd always be
Certain things are better left unsaid
If you're not gonna act that way
Maybe I, maybe I misread the lines
Or maybe all you do is lie
A lie by each night
What do you want from me?
Should I stay or should I leave?
If you don't want me
Why you acted like you did?
Tell me if I'm wrong
That I've waited for so long
For someone who just wants to be alone
I lost myself so you could find in me
All the love that you were missing
And all for nothing, nothing, nothing
I wish, I wish I had the time to hate you
And it's hard for me to say this to you
That I still love you