Existential Crisis Drive

Have you ever been such a mess
No one could’ve ever guessed
You’re just going through the motions?
Like the responsible human I am
I follow rules I make my plans
But I feel no emotion

Where’s the part where I get to be human?
What the hell am I even doing?
Pretending that I’m fine
But the only way I deal is by

Driving in silence
'Cause my thoughts are so damn loud
I’m trying but I can’t
Figure out how to turn them down
I’m driving in silence
The world spins and I fall down
I’m trying but I can’t
For the life of me figure out how to

And I know you’re thinking “Jesus -
He could really help you,
Why don’t you pump the brakes?”
But society tells me that I’m not allowed to
So I hit the gas and accelerate

Where’s the part where I get to be human?
What the hell am I fucking doing?
Pretending that I’m fine
But the only way I deal is by

Driving In silence
'Cause my thoughts are so damn loud
I’m trying but I can’t
Figure out how to turn them down
I’m driving in silence
The world spins and I fall down
I’m trying but I can’t
For the life of me figure out how to

And I gotta make a change shift the gears take the exit
I want my fade to black moment with a sunset
Will the world take me back if I come with a vengeance?
Will my fears melt away if I stop pretending?

And I’m trying

Driving in silence thoughts are so damn loud
Trying but I can’t figure out how to turn them down
Driving in silence the world is spinning 'round
Trying but I can’t for the life of me figure out how

Driving in silence thoughts are so damn loud
Trying but I can’t figure out how to turn them down
Driving in silence the world is spinning 'round
Trying but I can’t for the life of me figure out how