No Matter

I close my eyes, I cover my ears, I'm holding my breath trying not to
Scream and find a way out of this coldness
I tore my heart out to you, you ripped it apart, now I don't know what to
Do, get me out of this coldness

Chorus: No matter where I go, No matter what I do, I'm just a big fuck-up
That don't have a clue
I'm all over the place and nowhere at the same, tryin' to follow my
Heart and that is my worst crime
That is my worst crime, that is my worst crime
And that's my tough, I shook off the rose
I'm not that strong and I have never been first
But I'm always in-between
I try to behave, I try to fit in
I'm not that brave, I know for sure I can't win
But I try not to make you see

Chorus: No matter where I go, No matter what I do, I'm just a big fuck-up
That don't have a clue
I'm all over the place and over at the sane, shall't have followed my
Heart and that is my worst crime
And that is my worst crime, that is my worst crime
Kill me~ I am a prisoner inside my head
Kill me, I am already a living dead
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me