Just When I Thought

Stop, my restive heart
Revive that departed art
Blinded and afraid I don't know
How to right the vague feeling of no more (purpose)
The grind it makes me wonder
If in my teenage years I lost my thunder
Oh just to live it up, have I given it up
It's the ebb and flow
That surrounds my roving soul
I'll admit I want the gold
But I need my hope to grow
Ascending
Steady as we go
Give a wide berth, don't hold me back
I'm caught in the throes
Just when I thought I can't breathe again
Just when I thought I can't dream oh
Just when I thought I've seen it all
Just when I thought
The beautiful unseen dances in between
What we seem to be and what we cannot see
If I look into space
Will you be looking back
If I scream in your face
Will you see my flaws and pardon my lack
I thought we had a plan
I thought we had an understanding
So where am I now, please tell me how
To connect the dots,
To rearrange my simple thoughts
As the puzzle grows
It will help my doubt to slow
Ascending
Steady as we go
Give a wide berth, don't hold me back
And I'm caught in the throes
Just when I thought I can't breathe again
Just when I thought I can't dream oh
Just when I thought I've seen it all
Just when I thought
The beautiful unseen dances in between
What we seem to be and what we cannot see