Spirit Breaker

My retina exposed; my memories outlined in gold
Hindsight bites back like a bitch and it’s got me in a fucking chokehold
I let what we had die and what we didn’t fester
Into this unrequited love that poured this ink to paper

I wish the best for you my dear but you will never find that here

Spirit breaker, do me a favor
Cut me open, let me see inside
I’m more than a man, but a mess of a lover
Cut me open and you’ll understand

I felt a turn in my chest, like you had the key
Cold snapped across your hands
Breaking in two, leaving in me

It’s north or south motherfuckers, take a pick which one will you choose?
I am reluctant to move
Cause there’s nowhere to go between a rope and a railroad

The fault, the guilt, look at the blood we spilt
Loneliness is a hell of a drug and I can’t get enough

Spirit breaker, do me a favor
Cut me open, let me see inside
I’m more than a man, but a mess of a lover
Cut me open and you’ll understand

Tell me it’s all in my head, tell me it’s all make believe
You gave too much that I had to leave

I wished the best for you my dear