Gone away

Yeah

I'm stuck
Inside my mind
And I feel free since
I was nine
I knew what pressure was
Before I turned five
I seen my momma
Get fired from her job
And at my grand momma
House my dad spazzed
And it caught me
By surprise
I can't lie
You can see the pain
In my eyes
I'm only fifteen
Having fatal thoughts of
Suicide
I ask my homegirl
How that overthinking shit
Apply
She said nick that
Pain heal you just gotta let
It ride I said
(Nahh)

That's that type
Of shit that
Make you kill
That's that type
Of shit that
You can't heal
That's that type
Of shit you come
Home and your homeboy
Laying in the bed against
His will he gone up off
Them pills
That's that type
Of shit that make
They girls join the
Strip club just to pay the bills
But nevermind that cause we
Get it how we live
And RIP my niggas
Who got caught up
In the field trynna beat the
Odds foreal

This road
That I know
Is so cold
Since you been
(Gone away)

This road
That I know
Is so cold
Since you been
(Gone away)

This road
That I know
Is so cold
Since you been
(Gone away)

This road
That I know
Is so cold
Since you been
(Gone away)

They say Pressure
Bust pipes
Well I'm deep sea
Diving to exercise
My mind from
All of these toxins
My niggas lost in the world
I pray god find you
And free yah mind
From this
Solitary confinement
It's like this
I see the bullshit
Through the blinds
Even when the sun out
And In the nighttime shine
I can't lie even if you
Make a million
Dollars you can't
Hind the way you feel up inside
Then my teacher said
One by one
Two by two
One bad apple fuck it
Up for the group
One bad thought fuck it
Up for the rest
I'm still sleep deprived even
When I'm at my best
We all living life with
A price on our head
I still got thoughts that
Be laying on my chest
Sometimes you godda
Sleep on the floor to
Appreciate yah bed
If you got no love
You should love yourself
Instead

This road
That I know
Is so cold
Since you been
(Gone away)

This road
That I know
Is so cold
Since you been
(Gone away)