You weren't for me

Late in May
When I had first saw your face
I didn't know I would feel this way
You're in my space
It came in June
Then all my friends they saw it too
The way you'd treat me
"We're more than friends"
I wish I didn't pretend
That the way you held me so high
Like I was floating in the sky
And the cracks on my walls
And the way you boarded them up
But it wasn't for me
Because I didn't see
That you weren't for me
You stayed at my place
And you let me cuddle when morning came
The way you made fun of my sweet escape
I couldn't replace the thought of you
And I always thought you wanted me too
You'd kiss my head and hold my hand
You wrecked my plans
That the way you held me so high
Like I was floating in the sky
And the cracks on my walls
And the way you boarded them up
But it wasn't for me
Because I didn't see
That you weren't for me
You had someone at home
Waiting for you to be there
I cry all night long thinking that it's not fair
That you don't know how I'm feeling
The cracks all in the ceiling
I'm waiting for it to come down on me
I don't want to feel a thing
Because it wasn't for me
No, you weren't for me
Yeah, I couldn't see
That you weren't for me
That the way you held me so high
Like I was floating in the sky
And the cracks on my walls
And the way you boarded them up
But it wasn't for me
Because I didn't see
That you weren't for me