Blam!
I got a lot a lot on my mind
A lot on my plate
enough for my pants
I got a demon inside
Filled me with hate
Made me see red in my hands
I got a whole lotta love
With no one to get it
So I think it's the end of my plans
I got a techa for Chris
When I ain't feelin great
I know that thang finna go blam
I got no more hope
For no more days
I got so much love
But so much hate
All the trash
Life can throw my way
Seen my friends die
Get out the way
Please just... duck
I can't open up
Everytime I've tried to help them
Now I don't give enough
Feels like every time
I loose my mind
I loose control
Like just my luck
I got a lot a lot on my mind
A lot on my plate
A lot ain't enough for my pants
I got a demon inside
Filled me with hate
Made me see red in my hands
I got a whole lotta love
With no one to get it
So I think it's the end of my plans
I got a techa for Chris
When I ain't feelin great
I know that thang finna go blam
Got some ammunition
From the demolition
My heart took
When you went missin
Got my opps dissin
And baddies messin
Can't add the lessons
From adolescence
I've been growing
Through the pain
It all stuck
in my brain
I feel like
I've gone insane
Im Luther
She Louis Lane
But you know
It's been goin round her
Licking liquor
From table counters
Sipping codine
With some pounders
Like she the deby
To my downer
Hopeless people
Live with no shame
Shameless people
Hold all the blame
Hope and despair
Are one in the same
Same coin with two sides
Same thing with 2 names
I'm stepped on
Like a sold lawn
Not green but blue
Like in soul-tron
So I don't hold off
Pop a Zoloft
Feel more depressed
When I'm told off
Feel it in my chest
When I'm told nah
Feel it in my breath
Every cold yawn
Feel it in my neck
Every cold dawn
But I guess that's
Why they left me
I got a lot a lot on my mind
A lot on my plate
A lot ain't enough for my pants
I got a demon inside
Filled me with hate
Made me see red in my hands
I got a whole lotta love
With no one to get it
So I think it's the end of my plans
I got a techa for Chris
When I ain't feelin great
I know that thang finna go blam