Repudiation (New Years Eve)

[VERSE 1]
Hey!
I just want to say
This is really great
The way you pick apart
Every little thing
You hold your golden fleece
Aabove for I am weak
Another reproach to prove that
I'm wrong!

[PREChorus]
DOLEFUL AND DISCONSOLATE, MOROSE YOU LEAVE ME
Forlorn...
TAKE A BREATH AND THEN TRY TO ASSESS
BUT I JUST CAN’T STOP
Can't stop...
NARCISSISTIC CHARLATAN YOU'RE SO CONVINCING
Feeling...
WRETCH AND ABHOR EVERY GESTURE
CURSE MY NAME AND DESECRATE THE
STARS I HUNG FOR YOU!

[Chorus]
Can we fall asleep tonight?
And make believe we're both alright?
And to you... I say goodnight!
Promise me you'll leave my dreams
Cause I can't bear to be happy
And to you... I say goodnight!

[VERSE 2]
Damn!
Can't believe we said
All the things we did
Hurtful words you say
Stab into my neck
The bond we have is weak
Strained and frayed for weeks
I never wanted for it to come to this

[PREChorus]
TRY TO COPE WITH LOSING HOPE WHILE
YOU RESENT ME
Lying...
FIND YOURSELF IN SOMEONE ELSE
DECEPTION'S BREEDING
Over and over again now...
CONSCIOUS EFFORTS MADE DESPITE OUR
UNDERSTANDING
Breaking...
MY WORD, SUCH NERVE
FURTIVE MALICE, SELFISH PROWESS
ERODING MY SENSE OF WORTH

[Chorus]
Can we fall asleep tonight?
And make believe we're both alright?
And to you... I say goodnight!
Promise me you'll leave my dreams
Cause I can't bear to be happy
And to you... I say goodnight!

[BRIDGE]
So I choose to light the pyre
Watch it burn down the room and
We both choose to expire
We'll burn alone, we’ll burn in hell

[FINAL Chorus]
Cinch every thread so you'll never leave
METICULOUSLY RIPPING AT EVERY SEAM
STOIC NO LONGER JUST LET ME LEAVE
Altruistic misdeeds breed catastrophe
PANDERING MERELY FOR DECENCY
My own reservations have leveled me
FABRIC THAT REEKS OF DECEIT
Why oh why can we not sleep?
FRAY THESE STRINGS AND FINALLY CEASE

[OUTRO]
Can we fall asleep tonight?
And pray for sleep before the light
For I don't know what to do
When I'm awake