Traumablind

How you gonna lie and try to double down
But you tell me all your problems and I hear you out
Tell me that I'm crazy just to come around
Say I'm the best you've found
Should I forgive you no?
Compulsive liar
I'm tired
I'm chained to a gaslighter
I never had trust issues

And then I met you
Messing with my mental for fun
Sticking like gum, till the pain goes numb, numb, numb
Everybody tells me to run, but I'm stumbling Drunk to the beat of your drum, drum, drum
Do you just do it for fun?
Put us in flames and claim it's for love, love, love.
You threw me through the wringer, I'm done.
When everything's fine, I just seem to go
Traumablind

'Stead of making friends I'm making enemies
Chase the ones away who try to fight for me
One too many versions of reality
Clouding my clarity
Compulsive liar, I'm tired, I'm chained to a gaslighter
I never had trust issues

And then I met you
Messing with my mental for fun
Sticking like gum, till the pain goes numb, numb, numb
Everybody tells me to run, but I'm stumbling Drunk to the beat of your drum, drum, drum
Do you just do it for fun?
Put us in flames and claim it's for love, love, love.
You threw me through the wringer, I'm done.
When everything's fine, I just seem to go
Traumablind

This shit will kill me if I don't get out
My paranoia's gonna break me down
This shit will kill me if I don't get out
My paranoia's gonna break me down

And then I met you
Messing with my mental for fun
Sticking like gum, till the pain goes numb, numb, numb
Everybody tells me to run, but I'm stumbling Drunk to the beat of your drum, drum, drum
Do you just do it for fun?
Put us in flames and claim it's for love, love, love.
You threw me through the wringer, I'm done.
When everything's fine, I just seem to go
Traumablind
Blind, blind, Traumablind
Blind, blind, Traumablind