Heavier than Heaven*

Yeah
This remind me of Monettra
Give me any other reason why I shouldn't relax my legs, fall and burst out into tears
It was harder the first months without you
Had to slowly heal, but it's harder to believe I haven't seen you for a year
Don't forget about me
Don't you forget about me
It's exhilarating, my love died to OD
Had to live my life without her
If you didn't know Monettra, then you don't know half my story
All they know is drugs and glory, but they haven't seen a morgue
I still feel your heartbeat, said I'm sorry
I still hear your voice speak, hopefully you're proud of me
I'm aware I'm in your presence, yes, you're watching over me
Listening so I got you and I'm forever dreaming
And you took that I could ask for
Now you lining up a marble counter
Risky business, but I tell you, tie your hair for the hour
Wish I murdered for you, fore' it didn't matter
Wish I took those promises I made and brought my lady flowers
Welcome to the start of my demise
I carry all this weight upon my shoulders, I won't die
I turn away from my screen and you tell me I don't try
I only wanna live my life, you didn't give me time
I see the smile on you, baby, what you need me for?
Heavier than Heaven, you are greater than you'll ever know
You and I both miss my beamer, but we fuckin' in a Ford
I remember taking heavy doses, feeling cynical
Didn't think to check, I guess you really need me more
I guess that you're a ghost and now its aching to the core
I guess I'm proud to say I always kept an open door
You couldn't found a place to rest, my home is always yours
Baby, I've been aching to the core
It's been a couple months and I don't see her anymore
Had another like you and she taught me how to cope
If it were up to you, you would say to not get close
This remind me of Monettra
Give me any other reason why I shouldn't relax my legs, fall and burst out into tears
It was harder the first months without you
Had to slowly heal
But it's harder to believe I haven't seen you for a year
Don't forget about me, don't you forget about me
It's exhilarating my love died to OD, had to live my life without her
If you didn't know Monettra, then you don't know half my story
All they know is drugs and glory
It's no wonder you're adoring
I found love in the worst timing, not the victim, ears are ringing
Stop the shouting
All they know is this and that, they hypocrites
Avoid the facts
I found love in the worst timing, not the victim, ears are ringing
Stop the shouting
All they know is this and that, they hypocrites
Avoid the facts