i went outside and cried

I went outside and cried
after my show last night
I've never felt so alone
its like somebody died

lately you haven't talked to me like you mean it
stay away, don't want anybody seeing it

I watch the red lights
through my teary eyes
the light is never green
I guess I'm stuck a while

and I tend stick around when something feels right
but maybe I don't feel it if it don't feel right

I make mistakes 
I'm not perfect
But sometimes it takes 
more than one person

I know i don't tell you if I don't feel well
don't wanna bother if you won't even care

I walk that little road
We go our separate ways
I watch the waves come in 
In the middle of the day
It's fine

I'm standing on the porch
I'm watching it all go
this big old house
my childhood home
it's fine