Gone Too Soon

Back to my past jab mai ladka bahaut sahi tha
Ulte kaam kiye hi nahi to khauf hi nahi tha
Bas school jaana hi thi meri saal bhar ki tension
Aur ab aisa hai daur poora saal tension hi tha

Aur dheere dheere grew up ab mai tha 10 saal ka ladka
Thi ghar pe maa beemar to tiffin kahaan se banta
Wo school ke launde chidhaate taane saare yaad mujhe
Wapas jaata ghar pe par darwaaza sala band tha

Darwaaza band aur mai cheekhu zor zor se
Maa soti dawa leke to awaaz kaise sune
Mai seedhiyon pe baitha intezaar karu baap ka
Wo aate hi khole darwaaza dono side band hai

Papa ko hui tension saala kaise ye rahega aise
Unki fauji naukri na de sakegi waqt hai
Upaaye aaya hostel mai padhai me sahi tha
Exam kiya clear mujhe bhejna wahin tha

Wahi se aayi aadat ab mai rehta ghar se bahar
Mai rota mujhe ghar jaana par ghar jaake faraar
Mai seniors se pitta aur class ke bully bhi the
Bas mai ye hi sab jhelke tough bana hu yaar

Maa baap krte pyaar mujhe sabhi bahaut khus the
Par andar hi andar mai marta kahan kaatu nas ye
Depressed like a bitch 3rd stage 3 baar par
Call aane pe baap ka mai baat karu has ke

Ek din aaya call papa tension me the
Mai leh se ghar jaa rha hu dhyaan rakhiyo bete
Yahan kisiko bhi kuch bhi kabhi bhi ho jaata hai
Teri maa ko minor issue hai toh call nahi aayenge

Mai socha chota issue hai i’ll talk in a while
Aur firse haske call maine cut kara tha bhai
But a while passed things were all the still same
Mai abhi bhi hasta roke aur rota when i smiled

The teachers bhi harami bahaut aur kuch toh bahaut sahi the
Kuch dhoondhe maarne ko kuch marham lagane daude
Kuch chahte the ki chutti na mile is ladke ko
To kuch mujhe maa se milaane ko bahaut hi utsukh the

It all passed like a wind maa saamne bed pe thi
Unki aisi halat mujhe bete na dekhi jaa rhi thi
Unke saath to the family ke saare hi wo log
Par wo log kahan the jab maa ko unki talashi thi

Beeta kuch time mai breif bata rha hu
Hui aisi cheezein jisse laga family me kyu hu
Sabhi chahte the maut ho jaaye meri us maa ki
Jisne apni haalat dekhi nahi aur mere liye khair

Jo wo chahte the wo mila meri maa dekhe ab upar se
Kisi bhi maaikalal me aukaat jo ukhaade
Mai ho gaya mareez mere haalaton ka shab
Par abhi bhi upar dekhu to bas wo hi nazar aaye

Nazar aaye mera baap jisne jee hi na ye zindagi
Bas maa ke peeche aur mujhe bada krne me lage rhe
Wo ghar ka khaana the banate duty time pe bhi
And i swear god aukaat se jyada de te hain
Nazar aati mujhe meri duji maa jo kami nahi hone
Deti mujhko apne bete jaisa paalti gayi hain