Ritual

Shamed
Walking out on you again
Fighting with demons that I can't contain
Walking on but I wanna turn and run
Through the empty streets
Back through the misty New Year dawn light
Feel so lost
Can't take back all the pain and damage I've caused

I'm not talking
I bury it within
Until it turns into a hell in my head
A hell in my head

Confess
In silent panic I suppress
Vulnerable emotions that I cant express
Open up
Why do I feel so insecure?
Lashing out at the only thing I'm sure of
So alone
Try to fit in this place but I just don't belong

I'm not talking
I bury it within
Until it turns into a hell in my head
A hell in my head

I'm not talking

I'm not talking
I bury it within
Until it turns into a hell in my head
A hell in my head

I'm not breathing
I gotta hold it in

Until I'm free to leave this hell in my head
This hell in my head

So take these tears than stain my face
Take this fear and in it's place
Forgive the past, forget your doubts
Take these words and let them out