My A

My heart,
However foolish and useless organ that it is
It keeps beating
What can I say my A?
That I've never loved like I loved you?
That is true
That I will never love or be loved again?
Of that, I am sure
I think we said as much to each other
I gave it everything I had, my A

I never even dreamt
I would meet someone like you
Someone as cool as you
Who'd see me for me
Not some sort of
Morbid fantasy
Your love, it freed me
Your words comforted me

It's ok my A
Things are looking up
I've got a good feeling
It will be alright
Our future is bright
Nobody will hurt you
i'm here to protect you
Please trust me

And so, I put my trust in him
I put away my childish things
And opened up heart to him
I told him about everything
The good the bad and the ugly
And none of it would scare him
Never once he used my past against me
He taught me to laugh about it
But sometimes, when we made love
Just sometimes we would cry

It's ok my A
Things are looking up
I've got a good feeling
It will be alright
Our future is bright
Nobody will hurt you
i'm here to protect you
Please trust me
Then why?
Why did you go?
And why did you leave me?
I guess I'll never know
I guess I'll never ever ever know

My A
I miss you so
I'll never ever let you go