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Send a letter to my home
So I know where we at
Unless we both don't know how to address this message
I'd send it to your home
But I don't know where we at
I guess we both don't know how to address this message

Dear
I hope that you're okay
Like please
This should be the tenth time writing this thing
Screw the "I can't write to you, less you write to me"s
I'm bad explaining
Forgive all the cancellations
But know this wasn't brought by procrastination
At June the 11th
I'll be at the station
Was gonna wait it out
But I lack the patience
I feel like I'm losing you
And I might be deluded
But if it's true
Then I gotta make a different move
So hear it goes
Songs making noise
Know you hearing those
And dark thoughts might move near your lobes
The very thought scares my soul
So this is me clearing those
It's about me dealing with the pain
I'm not vilifying
And it's not about blame
It comforts me
And to everyone that's going through a similar phase
I hope it does the same
I read about what you were going through
And the fact that I wasn't there for ya man
I felt so ashamed
I hope you're back together
I hope you feeling better
Hope you seeing brighter weathers
Hope your head up when it rains
Jig is up
I got abandonment issue
I think that you don't care
And damn it I miss you
Miss you as a friend
The letter I send
I swear that I'll do everything that I can, to fly
Are you still in the sky?
The distance between us I'll kill it tonight
But I need to know if you're willing to try
Reply if you're ready
Sincerely Demi
Your friend

Send a letter to my home
So I know where we at
Unless we both don't know how to address this message
I'd send it to your home
But I don't know where we at
I guess we both don't know how to address this message
Send a

I think of you and I feel pity
I broke your heart
And you're acting like you found lump cancers
Nigga tough titty
You're far from a poet
With your childlike stanzas
Bad at music
As you are a dancer
Shuffling through my mind
You forever the first
Said loving me was your death
But you ain't get in the hearse
You're not even pathetic you're worse
Overdosed on your version of love
And still had the nerve to beg me to nurse
I don't got no obligation to you simp ass niggas
I won't sugar coat
Of breastfeed you bitch ass niggas
Felt threatened cause
All of your acts of love were flowerless
And powerless
Iris the shade of your fucking avarice
Wishing you were Aladdin for what? Hunh?
You fuckin' lizard
Why don't you wish yourself into a dragon
You tell em that your unbothered
And don't tell em that I'm on the fourth mortgage in your mind
Without spending a dime
And more so lifting a hair
I hope the truth tears through your torso
As you sit in this chair
And by the way your nigga is here
Say Hi
"Hi", See unlike you he's a great guy
As you intoxicate with porn trouble and bottles
I want you to look at him as a model
He's healthy, stable, intelligent
Not razz unlike you he's got class
He's elegant
And eloquent
Wonder wether you'd feel like you got locked out of heaven
If I fuck him for the hell of it
Even though I'm celibate
You entitled pseudo psycho piece of garbage
Get your ass out the coffin
And take a spoon of this medicine